Throughout
the years, I realized I’ve changed a lot, not only the appearance but also the
personalities. I still remember I used
to self-closing or could be said as an autistic child during childhood. Perhaps
people wondered why I said so. I think they might know the external part of me
but not the exact internal of me. During childhood, I was not used to share
everything with people. No matter how I close to the person, I kept the secrets
in my mind rather than reveal them. I don’t know why, maybe I scare of people
may ridicule me. However, now I only knew this so-called I lacking the
self-confident during that time. I don’t dare to reveal the secret because I scare
of people may despise me after knowing the real of me. But recent years, I’ve
come through a lot of matters and know there’s nothing I can fear of, at least
I’ve tried being generous and confident when sharing with others. For me, it
would be better in life. Perhaps people do not think to ridicule you but just
you are the one who think like this way.
