Being woman doesn't easy...

Recently I realize everything goes smoothly. This made me suddenly wondered what was happened to me that I might do not know it. Oh ya… my mom was there. Why I said so. This was because all the household duties were being completed by her. When I woke up, there had ready the breakfast on the table. After having breakfast, I could do my own things or go to class without caring so much of things, as I know my mom could help me to settle it down. But before one week ago, my mom was not at home because she travelled oversea about few days. Within those day, I through the days like I have been throughout a year. Everything had to be done by me. As usual, I seldom to clean the house and all the chores are under my mom. Therefore, each of us include dad, brother and me no need to worry those matters. And perhaps we think that we are excluded to in charge those things. So before that, I never think my mom is just like the superwoman to take care each of us, now I know her job considered endless in life. She is reliable person to us. We rely on her to do everything in home. No matter what or how, once we need her, she will appear in front of us. So I say, being a woman doesn’t easy nowadays especially for those who are married and being a mother. They are so powerful women in our life. Because they seem to know well in everything, some are not only expert in working but also the way how they take care of their homes.  *Big clap* 

Lyrical Musical "Magical"

As usual, I like listen to the song, especially those classic song. I love the melody and also the lyric. By according to my view, I think classic songs used to be more “clear” to express every each of the word in lyric rather than those trendy music nowadays. So when during holidays, I used to listen classic song to enjoy the moment of relax. It’s so wonderful to me. I don’t know why I would like to investigate the real meaning of the lyric. Somehow, I would act the way of discover the hidden meaning about the lyric; it could be the story behind the song. That’s why some songs could touch my heart while listening to them. I’ve heard about an interviewing with a famous composer in Hong Kong, he said ‘I used to express my feelings through the lyrics’. I admire the way he used to release his expression. Therefore, make the songs to become even meaningful and powerful. I always think the lyric would be the soul while melody would be the body of the song. The combination could be mix but must be match to each other then. 

Beautify Your Mind

Plastic surgery doesn’t mean good or bad, just depend how you think about it. Based on my perception, sometimes plastic surgery could be one of the elements to build up someone’s confident. However, people used to plastic surgery don’t mean they are not beautiful but just dissatisfied with some part of their appearance. In other way round, they just tend to be even more perfect than previous. After having plastic surgery, maybe I couldn’t to make sure the result would be good enough for them, but at least ‘beautify’ their minds as a human. 

The changes

Throughout the years, I realized I’ve changed a lot, not only the appearance but also the personalities.  I still remember I used to self-closing or could be said as an autistic child during childhood. Perhaps people wondered why I said so. I think they might know the external part of me but not the exact internal of me. During childhood, I was not used to share everything with people. No matter how I close to the person, I kept the secrets in my mind rather than reveal them. I don’t know why, maybe I scare of people may ridicule me. However, now I only knew this so-called I lacking the self-confident during that time. I don’t dare to reveal the secret because I scare of people may despise me after knowing the real of me. But recent years, I’ve come through a lot of matters and know there’s nothing I can fear of, at least I’ve tried being generous and confident when sharing with others. For me, it would be better in life. Perhaps people do not think to ridicule you but just you are the one who think like this way. 

It's me

Do you ever create an object to represent your personality? Yes, I did it. Last time I have done with my work that ordered by my visual communication tutor. He wanted us to create an object that could used to represent ourselves. After consideration for long hours, I have decided to make an astronomical telescope to represent myself.

Briefly to definite about astronomical telescope is an instrument that designed to collect and record light from cosmic sources in thus to make us able to observe the object with a long distance. By the way, I read it as the same characteristics with me. As we know, astronomical telescope used to observe the object with a very accurate angle of lens otherwise it could not be functioned at all. Therefore, it functions the way like me. I am the person who really cares about the details. All the things will be arranged and planned in details before take actions.

Besides, astronomical telescope used to observe the object with a distance that we could not even touch it or feel it. And for me this is just like a dream or feelings we unable to touch but we able to see and detect the existing of it. So it means on me as well. I like to dream but sometimes some my rational minds to ask me stop dreaming. Therefore, I have putted the red color with thicker line to represent the braveness that I should own to chase my dreams bravely in future. Also, enhance my strength to face any problems with fully confidence.

While for the yellow dots brokenly from starting point located to form a line and ending with a form of star shape. It means to my life should be cheerfulness and curiosity like the way we looking through the space by astronomical telescope. By the way, the surrounding black area of body telescope provides a greater contrast to the yellow dots and red line, therefore they appear even brighter and clearer about the meaning of them bring to me.  

Let's talk about dreams...

Last time gathering with friends, they’ve shared about their dreams. By the way, when they asked me I was stuck because so far I really have no exact dream that I desire to achieve. One of them said, you have no dream to achieve then you are nothing different with a salted fish. Yes, I agree. I even think that is a very good description as well. No matter how, everybody lives for their dreams, includes you and me. 

Unfortunately, we mostly act to dream but never make it true. Sometimes, we think the dream is just a dream never being true in life or we are giving us a lot of excuses we unable to make it true. I even heard someone told me before, he was regretted because he never putting hard to achieve her dream during boyhood. Now the physically environment makes him even hard to achieve the dream, but he never think to give up. He doesn’t want to regret one more time. He always keeps saying that ‘there’s nothing to make you appreciate except times’. Therefore, appreciate the times you have and to achieve every dream that you desire to achieve. Importantly, never scare of fail, because once you fail you even get more chances to make it success in the end. 

When I need you

We only think of ‘them’ when needed. There’s no doubt. Most of us tend to act like this way. Just like we only think of umbrella when raining. However, sometimes I feel like going to change this kind of perception in mind. This is because not every time we able to get them when we really needed. The ‘them’ could be something or someone. When you need something perhaps you may get it easily but in other way round, when you need someone to help you, this would be hardly to say ‘yes’. For instance, the ‘someone’ you never try to know but you desires he or she may help you?! No way, there’s no such easy deal. They are not necessary to help you to do anything unless they willing to do that. That’s why I say; do not try to utilize anyone in life. Perhaps they might help you once but no more next time. Or you are used to treat ‘them’ nicely all the way, and once you need helps from them then would be easier for sure.